i'm really expecting God this year. like alot, more than I can imagine, more than i know.

i'm very thought saturated now, so bear with me :) i've been spending my last days of 2009, having heart-to-heart talks. For 3 days in a row i've been staying up till the wee hours to talk, to share and to heal. with different people, people who will i know will walk me through the darkest hours. it's as we talk about God in our lives that we see the goodness of God in our lives, His hand in the plan. It's speaking truth and love into each other's lives, building up and edifying. It's always drawing back to the Infinite, His heart through it all. It's verbalising your faith. And God is teaching me slowly to love people the right way and i see so much in them and feel so much of God's love for them. and admist all i realise 2 things that will forever only matter to me, God and people.

God is calling me to live this new decade with a new perspective of hope. it just keeps hitting me from books, cards and even the bible. not hope but Hope. and not hope? but Hope! not an ordinary hope, but a Living Hope! ponder for a few moments and the whole idea of hope will appear rather fluffy to you. but it's my prayer that this certain Hope we believe in will become so real and true in your life, whoever you are. we live a different way because we have this confidence. and there cant be much hope if there isnt much faith.

a close to the end of 2009, brings me to reflect on everything 2009 has brought me through. people say that the older you are, the faster the year seems to go by. :p dang, so true. and during watchnight, i was just like everyone else refecting on the year, hoping to live through 2010 with a new perspective. and it just hit me how messed up we humans are, how screwed up and how we're like to be honest just full of crap. like seriously. sometimes i think peter very poor thing. very singlish but listen, he's actually such a relatable character. i mean, what makes you so sure you wouldnt deny God if you were scared out of our pants, unsure, doubtful and just human. yet (hee i love this word, very hopeful) through it all i just see the beauty of God through human broken-ness. Like isn't salvation's plan simply beautiful? it's through trailing and trying that we see how beautiful God is, His heart for us and His love. it's everytime we fail and try again that God loves us the most. and that's beauty to me. i've gotta live through 2010 gazing upon the beauty of the Lord.

i feel i have more to say and this isnt enough.... be back

love, kimmie

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