Wednesday, August 5, 2009 @ 5:53 AM | (0) comment/s

I love watching videos on youtube. Some just brings to me the reality of life and how people NEED God. it makes me want to shout out to people in trying situations "God's hand is right there! take it!"

This week has been pretty weird for me. Having confusions and decisions to make. i hope i can meet up with my 2 darlings this week.

This week, i was reminded of something i have long forgotten. That God should always be my FIRST LOVE.

FIRST LOVE...
means that no one matters more to me than Him.
means that i need nothing else but Him
means that i can rest confortably in Him.
means that i desire and willingly serve Him.
means that i trust Him.

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first love also means that i sacrifice for Him. because you know you TRULY DEFINITELY SURELY CONFIRM+GUARANTEE love a person when you sacrifice for Him.

my 2 darlings. i think i have an answer.