once again.

Monday, July 27, 2009 @ 5:50 AM | (0) comment/s

i quote last monday "i hope this hunger for God wont just be a monday thing but an everyday thing. " didnt happen. died off on friday. i hate being dependent on people

I'm just gonna hope for a better week and my commitment will at least last through the week.
For various reasons, my weekend was horrible. had a couple of disappointments, confusion and fear. and although i knew that i should turn to God, i didnt. i had the mindset that God couldnt help me and even if i prayed about it, things would still be the same. i talked to Jo about it on sunday and she urged me to pray about it. i am thankful that she did. (:

i feel more at peace now and found my identity in Christ. it still feels quite head knowledge-y but i hope i'll really believe it with all my heart as i meditate more on it and spend more time with God.

Psalm 146:3-5 (New Living Translation)
3 Don’t put your confidence in powerful people; there is no help for you there. 4 When they breathe their last, they return to the earth, and all their plans die with them. 5 But joyful are those who have the God of Israel as their helper, whose hope is in the Lord their God.

Somehow, people will always fail you and not meet up to your expectations one way or another but God will never fail you. He never sleeps, He never slumbers.

This blog feels almost like my own.