Thursday, July 23, 2009 @ 1:23 AM | (0) comment/s

listening compre was horrible. i didnt expect to be so uncertain of my answers. i was really down at first but on my way home i remembered one of my QTs to always be joyful and give thanks no matter what. instead of being upset about how badly im gonna do, i took this opportunity to really put in trust in God. My God provides and loves me a lot a lot a lot a lot so He wouldnt bring harm upon me and right now, i really feel at peace and hopeful towards what God's gonna do in my life (:

God is good, all the time and
all the time, God is good. <3>The Lord doesn’t see things the way you see them. People judge by outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.”

This verse really gave meaning and purpose in serving and was really useful in preparing myself for worship this sun.. It brought the focus back from how well im playing to simply the act of worshipping and submitting. Submitting my whole self to God that he may use me the way He wants to. To be brutally honest, every month when im up on that stage i'll always be thinking what others may think of me at the back of my mind and this pulls me away from worshipping Him. But the Lord looks at the heart and not how well i play. even if i played like every piece of crap in the world, God will still be pleased if i have truly worshipped Him and served Him with my humble heart.

This applies to everything else as well, if something you've intended to do for God's glory didnt go well, remember that the Lord doesnt care about how successful it was. All that matters to Him are your motives. (:

Aim this week: submit and worship